I don't want to be afraid of losing to some other guy. I don't want to regret not chasing a girl JUST BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID. fff

I shouldn't drag myself in too deep. I always screw myself overrrr. FUUUUUCK. But I want to try again, be open, I want to be real like I am with my friends.

She's been through some stuff too, she's human too, she's beautiful to me too.. ARGH, I always feel so ridiculous when I write about some girl, I've always been tired of breaking my own heart. asokdoskfsf.s ...

God damn it she makes my head hurt just thinking about it. How long has it been since I've been single? Well a while. I'm tired of it. I guess I just want to be a big part in someone else's life, just as much as they want to be in mine. She makes me laugh, and smile. I wish I knew who she was really, more about her. More in depth, I just want to know her strengths, weaknesses. I want to be the gear in her life, something that'll make my life meaningful, and hers too. I'm not looking for sex, just love. I'm not looking for a pretty face, I'm looking for the most beautiful heart, soul, and mind ever. Someone who's been through something and can say they're strong enough to smile no matter what.

Oh gee

I wrote : Well, good night miss sweetum, I know you got some demons I hope you can defeat 'em. Any time you want to I'll come and bust through. Fully armored on a horse crashing through the window. I can't do that unless you let me in though. Stay strong, live long, do what makes you happy. It's my way of saying good night, although it's really sappy.

reply: is that a flirt line? LMAO night patty